You know my little E. is almost 14 months old now and we have not since he has been born had a family picture. Poor little man, I am so bad about making sure I do the same stuff with him that I did with I. I still haven't completed his first year scrapbook album.
Am I a horrible mom and he is going to grow up resenting me?
I just hate having my picture taken. For the first couple of month of E.'s life daddy wasn't home so I used that as an excuse not to get a family picture taken. And then it was my weight, you know the old as soon as I lose a couple of pounds we'll go get our picture taken.
My weight really is taking me out of my own life. I keep postponing things because I want to look better. I need to lose a few pounds so that I can keep up with my little buggers. But I just can't or maybe it is won't. I don't know what is keeping me at this weight and I really wish I could change it.
1 comment:
Ya know Jen, I used to do that...it is finally when I accepted myself and decided to just start making healthier choices that the weight is finally coming off. I mean, I always said that we would go on a cruise when I lost weight...I finally realized I will never be tiny so we are going now!
((HUGS)) Your family and friends love you for YOU...not your weight!!
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